長女に生まれ育ち、長女の母となった10年前。今やっと自分が通ってきた長い闇の道が何だったのか、ぼんやり見えるようになってきた。 愛してやまない我が子、それでもその愛の伝え方を間違えると それは恐ろしい重荷となり、愛するはずの我が子の心を蝕んでゆく。
私の母も含め、誰が愛する我が子の幸せを自らの手で奪う事を望むだろう。それでも世の中にはこんなに生きにくい人達がゴロゴロとし、今日も明日も闇の中をさまよう。
母親となる人が知っていたら防げるかもしれない希望を持って、今日まで私に起こった事実を通し語っていきたい。
Born as the eldest daughter, and became a mother of the eldest daughter ten years ago.
At last I become to be seen vaguely what a course of the long darkness I have been gone through.
You love the child so deeply....but If you make mistakes of the way you love them,
or how to convey your love....It would become a terrible heavy load and it undermines the heart of the child whom you are supposed to love so deeply.
Including my mom, who wants to take away the happiness of beloved by own hands, and wish make them miserble...I expect no one.
but then why there are so many people whom struggling with their issue today and tommorrow in this world.
with the hope that It might been prevented, If a person who become a mother knows it, I want to talk of what I have been gone through these years.
Thank you.
Born as the eldest daughter, and became a mother of the eldest daughter ten years ago.
At last I become to be seen vaguely what a course of the long darkness I have been gone through.
You love the child so deeply....but If you make mistakes of the way you love them,
or how to convey your love....It would become a terrible heavy load and it undermines the heart of the child whom you are supposed to love so deeply.
Including my mom, who wants to take away the happiness of beloved by own hands, and wish make them miserble...I expect no one.
but then why there are so many people whom struggling with their issue today and tommorrow in this world.
with the hope that It might been prevented, If a person who become a mother knows it, I want to talk of what I have been gone through these years.
Thank you.
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